My problem is that I want all the knowledge and all the understanding right now.
When I kept silent about my sin, my body wasted away through my groaning all day long (Ps. 32:3). Instead of dread, I can now face the Powerful Judge with peace.
Our fathers disciplined us for a little while as they thought best; but God disciplines us for our good, that we may share in his holiness (Heb. 12:10). "I'm doing this because I love you," God is saying. "Even if you don't understand or don't agree, please trust me that it's for your good."
The kind of burden doesn't matter. He is the Burden-Bearer, who's waiting for us to offer our heavy, exhausting loads to him.
Then there came a voice to him that said, "What are you doing here, Elijah?" (1 Kings 19:13). I prefer God to communicate through activity, through events, through visible evidence.
Then their eyes were opened and they recognized him, and he disappeared from their sight (Luke 24:31). The Mysterious Stranger is around, and I've committed myself to develop a listening ear.
For he will be like a refiner's fire or a launderer's soap (Mal. 3:2). As I think of those two images, my perception is that purification would be a painful ordeal, something I would rather avoid.
I write this to you so that you will not sin. But if anybody does sin, we have one who speaks to the Father in our defense (1 John 2:1). I had sinned. It was just that simple, except it was different this time.
I still tend to ignore the warning signs of past experiences, cautions in the Bible, or the restraining hand of God.