If you have ever felt betrayed by someone you loved, you should relate very well to these words from Paul.
Seeing then that all these things shall be dissolved, what manner of persons ought ye to be in all holy conversation and godliness? (2 Peter 3:11). When the Day of the Lord comes at the very end of the age, everything we presently see and know will be changed.
Believers put themselves on dangerous territory when they harbor hidden disagreements or secret petty grievances.
If the Holy Spirit impresses you to stay home, then stay home.
What kind of things do you say about yourself, Christian?